Because I haven’t changed it :)
I know because I hadn’t changed it as I don’t use tumblr much now
when straight guys ask how lesbian sex works i feel really bad for their girlfriends because if you dont understand how to have sex with a girl in any way other than repeatedly putting your dick in her you are having some really bad sex
I want to reblog this 100 times but I’ll just do it once
It got so bad, I couldn’t
Remember which scars
You left me, And which
Ones I made myself.
It has been so fucking long since I have been on here, so much has changed, so much is the same. I can certainly say my intake of alcohol has increased but I have never been happier, more in love, more myself or content.
Signed off work for three weeks. What the hell am I going to do with my life? Hoping the medication settles soon. Even now I still can’t seem to do anything right.
I distance myself from friends because I don’t even know how I feel anymore, but by doing that they feel I am ungrateful. When I couldn’t wish to show them more gratitude.
Each day is gradually becoming more difficult, more difficult to face the world, to be who I am, to smile.
Not in my wildest night terrors did I believe this would be the case.
I have to face work tomorrow night, a room full of men and just myself, it’s never bothered me before but it’s daunting. I’m afraid.