For the first time in a long time
I am really not coping. In fact I am back to struggling with every day life.
My strength has faded into the light whilst I fade into the darkness, a deep darkness in which I cannot seem to swim. Slowly treading in the sea, slowly inhaling water, filling my lungs and I cannot breathe. I need to learn how to swim again, or at least pull myself out of the water. Unless someone has a lifeboat.
So frustrated with my life right now. My job sucks. The people I work with are complete idiots. I have so many ambitions but cannot fulfil them because I haven’t got the experience nor am I gaining it.
I’m just so angry, all the time. Like all the time.
This is not how I wanted things to turn out, it’s not how it was supposed to be.
Just. Want. To. Cry.
Because I haven’t changed it :)
I know because I hadn’t changed it as I don’t use tumblr much now
when straight guys ask how lesbian sex works i feel really bad for their girlfriends because if you dont understand how to have sex with a girl in any way other than repeatedly putting your dick in her you are having some really bad sex
I want to reblog this 100 times but I’ll just do it once